Gitara
the title has got nothing to do with the content. its just that im listening to Parokya right now. and Gitara is the song playing. but I think that this song kinda describes me these days. hehehe
weird. i had dream last night wherein that Transformer GMC Ironhide fetched me from home. we were supposed to go trekking "daw". im not really sure why i had that dream.
im here again, writing. i am just feeling soooooo down the drain that i just had to let this all out. im listening to Los Lonely Boys, Sade, Bow Wow & Avril Lavigne. i feel ANGST again…*sigh* i feel like how Dumbledore felt like after he learned he was already dying (after he put on Marvolo Gaunt’s ring). useless.
im ranting again. i dont have anything to rave anyway. if i had something to rave, i wouldnt be this angsty. lemme quote Avril "Sometimes I get so weird. I even freak myself out. I laugh myself to sleep. It’s my lullaby. Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger. I wanna scream. It makes me feel alive."
i remember this song, too. it reminds me of Pangeet. hehehe:
*My Happy Ending*
Let’s talk this over
It’s not like we’re dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don’t leave me hangin’
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (Breakable thread)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say (I know what they say)
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[chorus:]
It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
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and the song WHY. haaaaaay…i get so weak in the knees i can hardly speak, i lose all control, then something takes over me, in a daze…your love’s so amazing. It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me.By my side, I swallow my pride. Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet. Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak *heeheehee*.
now,i just remembered highschool. Ace of Base, SWV,BSB (hehehe). my mind is really down the drain. daghan pa jud samok… GRRRRRRRR…. both my phone’s are ringing, my YM is being buzzed, im also checking out a new video, im thinking of uploading new pics, and finishing this blog. not tomention Jiggy asking me if i already uploaded his character sketch. hehehe. im pressured by people who dont even pay me for these services.hehe =D
…i saw the sign (the ankh)
I got a new life
You would hardly recognize me
I’m so glad
How can a person like me care for you?
Why do I bother
When you’re not the one for me?
Oo-oo oo oo-oo
Is enough, enough?
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
Life is demanding without understanding
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
No-one’s gonna drag you up
To get into the light where you belong
But where do you belong?
Under the pale moon
For so many years, I’ve wondered
Who you are
How could a person like you bring me joy?
Under the pale moon
Where I see a lot of stars
Oo-oo oo oo-oo
Is enough, enough?
I saw the sign and it opened up my mind
And I am happy now livin’ without you
I’ve left you
Oh, oh, oh-oh
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY… i’ll never forget those days. hahahaha. why is it that you will never forget highscool. especially your barkada (circle of friends)& your escapades? hmmmm…*evil grin*
shadows grow so long before my eyes…in the island of the Caribbean after you left me there feeling so blue. naks! even after the moon appeared to shine& light the skies with the help of some fireflies. since I haven’t got you.
you left in my paradise alone ,and one more sunset to face on my own. I drawn my sorrows in the garden of despair… trying to wash away the memories of you there. I walk the beaches and l tell it to the moon…but whatever i do, i cant do anything anymore,since you stole my heart away… awwww!!! sooo mushy. wahahaha.
sabay ang tugtog ng gitara… idadaan nalang sa gitara…
it gave me the strength to move on… =D
