The ReiXian_Artemis Files

i wrote a song. it doesnt have a title yet. Chad is going to work on the music. collaboration ito. hehehe… im sure rockista ang sound nito, knowing him, hehehe.  id kinda want it to sound like "Tear" by Red Hot Chili Peppers.

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::Ni bu ai wo ai shui?::

everywhere dou shi ni de lian
ni yi xiao wo bei bao wei
zhe fen ai dao chu dou you bian xian
yi kua jiu bei cui fan gui

everywhere wo dou bu hui bian
yue xiang ni yue duo gan jue
ni bu ai wo
wo wen wen wen ni hai neng ai shui

everywhere dou shi ni de lian
ni yi ku wo xian tian hei
zai wei xian wo ye bu pa wei xian
ba xiao jia zai ni yan qian //ba ai qian dao ni sheng bian

everywhere wo dou bu hui bian
zhe ke xin mei you shang xian
ni bu ai wo
wo wen wen wen ni hai neng ai shui

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SNOW {Hey Oh}::RedHotChiliPeppers::

Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on

When I sit alone come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on

When I lay it on
Come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey oh (now) listen what I say oh

When will I know that i really can’t go
To the well once more time to decide on

When it’s killing me
When will I really see
All that I need to look inside

Come to believe that I better not leave
Before I get my chance to ride

When it’s killing me
What do I really need
All that I need to look inside

Hey oh listen what I say oh
Come back and
Hey oh look at what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go… hey oh whoa

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
And it’s so white as snow

Running through a field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there is nowhere to go

When to descend to amend for a friend
All the channels that have broken down

Now you bring it up
I’m gonna ring it up
Just to hear you sing it out

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on

When I lay it on
Come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey oh listen what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go… hey oh whoa

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Running through the field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there is nowhere to go

I said hey yeah
Oh yeah
Tell my love now

Hey yeah
Oh yeah
Tell my love now

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Running through the field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there’s nowhere to go

I said hey oh yeah
Oh yeah
Tell my love now

Hey yeah
Oh yeah

BIG SPOILER ALERT

yep. that’s book 7 of the Harry Potter series. i’ve read it and yes, its the end of Voldemort. and yes, Harry is the last Horcrux but Voldy Moldy didnt know it. but im kinda disappointed sa epilogue. its sooooooooo… im at a loss for words. i cant describe my disappointment. eheheh

the master of thinking isnt thinking again. hahaha. read this: "I am the master of thinking. fast or slow" - Artemis Fowl III

here i am again with THE Smiley, my signature smiley= . ahahahaha!!! i just love this lil guy. i’ll cal him Jiggy Jr. hahahah

name: Jiggy Jr

aguy… the Master of thinking isn’t thinking again. ka bad gud. hahaha. kapoy think oi. maypa sulti dayon para wala hassle… diba?

Morsmordre!!! and a huge green snake lights up the skies… Voldy who has gone moldy appears… but only a ghost. awwwww…

and yeah. dja remember 4 Brothers? that movie where Garrett Hedlund a.k.a Murtagh in Eragon played as Jack Mercer? wala lang. im proud to say that i am a Mercer. waaaaaaaaaahh!!!

i live in Malfoy Manor in England & in Fowl Manor in Ireland. nice noh? hihihi

talk about mental. my brain is down the drain… with all the muck & the eeky stuff Buckbeak…ehehe Witherwings ate for dinner. but he didnt eat my brain ha… its just down there with the leftovers. hahahah…

i practically slept around 6AM kanina. weird. coz i really didnt do anything productive. after i finished the character sketches, i went on telebabad mode. ahihihihi… went somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight, then pag sikat ng araw natulog na.

oh yeah. if you wanna read nonsense & all that raving & ranting? just visit my "haven": http://purebloodsandmudpeople.blogspot.com 

"Stay back, human. You don’t know what you’re dealing with…"

the title  has got nothing to do with the content. its just that im listening to Parokya right now. and Gitara is the song playing. but I think that this song kinda describes me these days. hehehe

weird. i had dream last night wherein that Transformer GMC Ironhide fetched me from home. we were supposed to go trekking "daw". im not really sure why i had that dream.

im here again, writing. i am just feeling soooooo down the drain that i just had to let this all out. im listening to Los Lonely Boys, Sade, Bow Wow & Avril Lavigne. i feel ANGST again…*sigh*  i feel like how Dumbledore felt like after he learned he was already dying (after he put on Marvolo Gaunt’s ring). useless.

im ranting again. i dont  have anything to rave anyway. if i had something to rave, i wouldnt be this angsty. lemme quote Avril "Sometimes I get so weird. I even freak myself out. I laugh myself to sleep. It’s my lullaby. Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger. I wanna scream. It makes me feel alive."

i remember this song, too. it reminds me of Pangeet. hehehe:

*My Happy Ending*

Let’s talk this over
It’s not like we’re dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don’t leave me hangin’
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (Breakable thread)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say (I know what they say)
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus:]

It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

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and the song WHY. haaaaaay…i get so weak in the knees i can hardly speak, i lose all control, then something takes over me, in a daze…your love’s so amazing. It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me.By my side, I swallow my pride. Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet. Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak *heeheehee*.

now,i just remembered highschool. Ace of Base, SWV,BSB (hehehe). my mind is really down the drain. daghan pa jud samok… GRRRRRRRR…. both my phone’s are ringing, my YM is being buzzed, im also checking out a new video, im thinking of uploading new pics, and finishing this blog. not tomention Jiggy asking me if i already uploaded his character sketch. hehehe. im pressured by people who dont even pay me for these services.hehe =D

…i saw the sign (the ankh)
I got a new life
You would hardly recognize me
I’m so glad
How can a person like me care for you?
Why do I bother
When you’re not the one for me?
Oo-oo oo oo-oo
Is enough, enough?

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
Life is demanding without understanding
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
No-one’s gonna drag you up
To get into the light where you belong
But where do you belong?

Under the pale moon
For so many years, I’ve wondered
Who you are
How could a person like you bring me joy?
Under the pale moon
Where I see a lot of stars
Oo-oo oo oo-oo
Is enough, enough?

I saw the sign and it opened up my mind
And I am happy now livin’ without you
I’ve left you
Oh, oh, oh-oh

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY… i’ll never forget those days. hahahaha. why is it that you will never forget highscool. especially your barkada (circle of friends)& your escapades? hmmmm…*evil grin*

shadows grow so long before my eyes…in the island of the Caribbean after you left me there feeling so blue. naks! even after the moon appeared to shine& light the skies with the help of some fireflies. since I haven’t got you.
you left in my paradise alone ,and one more sunset to face on my own. I drawn my sorrows in the garden of despair… trying to wash away the memories of you there. I walk the beaches and l tell it to the moon…but whatever i do, i cant do anything anymore,since you stole my heart away… awwww!!! sooo mushy. wahahaha.

sabay ang tugtog ng gitara… idadaan nalang sa gitara…

it  gave me the strength to move on…  =D