PUREBLOOD HERITAGE

February 17th, 2008 by reixian-artemis

MY DAILY BULLETIN POSTING EXCEEDED NA DAW. HAHAHAHA… SO I’LL JUST POST THIS HERE…

1. you & your ex
- ARE OVER

2. I am listening to
- MYSELF

3 . Maybe I should
- FORGET & MOVE ON

4. I love
- MYSELF & SOMEONE ELSE

5. I don’t understand
- MYSELF & THE FACT THAT I KNOW THAT IT’S IMPOSSIBLE, YET I STAY & CARRY THE BURDEN & HURT MYSELF EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE

6. I have lost my respect for
- LIARS

7. I last ate
- JUNK FOOD

8. The meaning of my display name is?
- DRAGON LADY. WAHAHAH

IS YOUR/ARE YOU

1. hair wet?
- nope

2. Is your cellphone right by you?
- ON MY LEFT

3. Do you miss someone?
- YES

4. Are you wearing chapstick?
- NO

5. Are you tired?
- YES

6. Are you wearing pajamas?
- NO

7. Are you mad?
- A BIT

8. Are you upset?
- A BIT

HAVE YOU

1. Recently done anything you regret?
- YES

2. Ever lied?
- BEFORE

4. Have you ever kicked someone?
- HMMM… I DONT KNOW

5. Ever tripped over your own feet?
- YES

TODAY HAVE YOU:

1. Have you cursed?
- NOPE

2. Have you gotten mad at someone?
- YES

RANDOM:

Q: Is there a person who is on your
mind right now?
- YES

Q: Do you want children?
- YES

Q: Do you smile often?
- NOPE

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
- YES

Q : Are your toenails painted?
- nope

Q: Whose bed other than yours would you
rather sleep in?
- HMMM… HIS BED

Q: what color shirt are you wearing
- BRICK RED

Q: What were you doing at 7pm
yesterday?
- WATCHING TV

Q: I can’t wait:
- FOR "YOU"

Q: When did you cry last?
- A FEW HOURS AGO

Q: Are you a friendly person?
- I DONT BELIEVE SO

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last
night?
- MINE

Q: When was the last time you kissed
someone?
- JAN 26, 2008

Q: Do you have any pets?
- YES. 1. TOYBITS & SHE’S A GURL

Q: Ever cried on your friend’s
shoulder?
- HMMM.. I DONT RECALL

Q: Do you think that someone will
repost this?
- MAYBE. BUT NOT IN A BLOG, THOUGH. HAHAHA

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ANOTHER SET OF QUESTIONS

1. Someone knocks on your window at 2
am, who is it?
- THE WIND

2. Your boss tells you he will give
you a $20 raise if you’ll do your job
naked. Do you stay?
- IN FRONT OF HIM? DEPENDE KINSA NA BOSS… IF SI KUAN NA— MAYBE. HEHEH

3. Your boyfriend’s ex calls
and needs a tire change, do you let
your boyfriend go?
- I’LL PROBABLY CALL THE TOWING COMPANY & TOW HER CAR FAR, FAR, FAR, FAR AWAY WHERE SHE CANT BE FOLLOWED. CRUELLA

4. Ever seen a ghost?
- YES. GHOST OFDISTANT PAST, PRESENT & FUTURE. SCROOGE

6. A reason you would move to Iceland?
- IF THERE IS A GOOD ENOUGH REASON

7. A place you’ve lived in that you
miss?
- BORONGAN

8. A person that you miss?
- highschool barkada

9. A band/group you thought was cool
when you were little?
- I WASNT INTO BANDS WHEN I WAS LITTLE

10. You have a nightmare, who’s the
first person you think to tell?
- BEN

11. Wanna change your life?
- YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12. True or False: "All’s fair in love
& war"
- FALSE

13. Ever have a crush on one of your
parents’ friends?
- HMMM… NAH

14. Have you said "I love you" to
anyone today?
- IN MY HEAD, YES

15. Do you look more like your mom or
dad?
- I DONT PICK FAVORITES

16. Something you’ve always wanted to
learn how to do?
- DRIVE & SWIM

17. If you could be with one person
right now, who would it be?
- XIAO TIAN

18. Where would you like to be in 10
years?
- EUROPE

19. Something you learned about life
this year?
- FOR THE PAST 1MONTH & COUNTING? GET ANOTHER LIFE & MOVE ON

20. What do you want for Christmas?
- MAYBE A 14TH MONTH PAY? HEHEHEHE

21. Where do you rent your movies?
- I DONT RENT. PIRATA AKO. HEHEHE

22. Last item you bought yourself?
- DVD (MABAW LANG KO KALIPAY OI)

23. What did you have for breakfast?
- DIDN’T EAT BREAKFAST

24. What’s your ringtone?
- VERVE PIPE: FRESHMEN… BUT ILISAN NAKO KARON MAYBE UTADA HIKARU: FIRST LOVE

25. How many hours of sleep do you get
at night?
- I HAVENT COUNTED THE HOURS

26. Ever got hurt playing a sport?
- NOPE

27. Have you ever been tied up?
- NOPE. SI KUYA, OO. HAHAHAHA

29. Last time you witnessed a fight?
- HMMMM… DEATH MATCH OR VERBAL SPARRING LANG?

30. If you could fly, where would you
go?
- Europe

31. Last time you realized you really
liked someone?
- NOW, AS IN, NOW NA

32. Last board/card game you played?
- TRUSTY TWELVE

33. Do you like your hair pulled?
- NO

34. Name three places you would like to
travel to?
- EUROPE, CHINA, HAWAII

35. Last movie you watched in theaters
and who with?
- SPIDEWICK CHRONICLES & JUMPER WITH MY 2 PHONES: DRACO & REI NICOLAI

37. Is bigger really better?
- DEPENDE KUNG UNSA NA BIGGER

38. What do you think of Brad Pitt?
- ADONIS

39. Are you happy?
- SORTA KINDA MEDJO A LITTLE

40. Have you traveled to Europe?
- I’M WISHING

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LAST SET OF NONSENSE:: EHEHEH

01. What does your shout out mean?
** WHO DO YOU LOVE IF NOT ME? NO MATTER WHAT… YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SWEET BABY

02. What does your default photo mean?
** BORED LAN. PRETEND LANG NA PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHER

03. Who is the first person on your
top6?
** MY ELEM-HIGHSCHOOL BESTIE

04. What’s your current status?
** COMPLICATED (CHARRRRR)

05. What exactly are you wearing right
now?
** BRICK RED TOP & BLACK CAPRIS & FLIP FLOPS

06. What’s your current problem?
** SAME THING PARIN. SYA PARIN

07. Do you have a Date this Friday?
** I HOPE TO BE HOME, THEN

08. What makes you the happiest?
** WHEN MU INGON SI JESUS NA SULOD NAKO SA HEAVEN

09. Have you ever met anyone from
friendster?
** YEP

10. Do you eat fish?
** YES

11. Do you like pain?
** NO

12. Do you like to shop?
** YES

13. Whose bed did you last sleep in?
** MINE

14. What was the last thing you paid
for with a credit card?
** GROCERY

15. Who was the last person you talked
to on the phone?
** BEN OLIVER BALLESTEROS DIAZ

16. Do you have any weird relatives?
** HEHEHE. ASIDE FOM ME, MY COUSINS

17. What was the last movie you
watched?
** SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES & JUMPER LAGI

18. What was the last book you read?
** JINX ON THE DIVIDE

19. What is your favorite place to
shop at?
** BASTA BARATO NA DEKALIDAD

20. What song are you listening to?
** UTADA HIKARU

Not another QUARANTINE story…back to back with…The Pause & play Era

September 10th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

Influenza or Dengue, take your pick… its been 3 days and im still not feeling well. Who says being sick is fun? It’s only fun if it’s just a case of mild fever & you just have to sleep it off & it’ll be gone in the morning. What if you wake up next morning & you feel as if you’ve been inside the oven overnight & your nostrils are clogged & you cant breathe… You try to get up but unfortunately your muscles give away. Body malaise [pronounced as ma-lei]… Jiggy, di po ikaw reason. Baka mamaya iniisip mo that i blame you. Heck no… Bacn gani natakdan tika. hehehe. Ingat ka ha…

::Flu::

  • Fever of 100 F to 104 F, which can reach 106 F when symptoms first develop. Fever is usually continuous, but it may come and go.
  • Body aches and muscle pain (often severe), commonly in the back, arms, or legs.
  • Headache.
  • Pain when you move your eyes.
  • Fatigue, a general feeling of sickness (malaise), and loss of appetite.
  • A dry cough, runny nose, and dry or sore throat. You may not notice these during the first few days of the illness when other symptoms are more severe. As your fever goes away, these symptoms may become more evident.

::Dengue::  spread by the bite of an Aedes mosquito. The mosquito transmits the disease by biting an infected person and then biting someone else [hmmm... this sounds familiar, except that it wasn't an insect]

1) Sudden onset of high fever, which may last two to nine days.
2) Severe headache mostly in the forehead
3) Joint and muscle pain, and body aches
4) Pain behind the eyes which worsens with eye movement
5) Nausea or vomiting of coffee coloured matter
On the lighter and brighter side…
… this is the Pause & Play era. if you wanna know why i call it the pause & play, well… remember when cd’s weren’t the trend back in the early 90’s?  i always wanted to know the lyrics to the songs i listen to & watch on MTV & Channel [V]. i dare not rely on "cheap" songhits coz based on experience, i end up singing it with all the wrong words. so what i do is record the song & do the pause & play to catch the lyrics & write them down. hehehe. saves me money from buying the cassette tapes which ranged from P100-P200 those days… mahal ever..
here are 2 of the songs from my Pause & Play Era:
::Why::
   3T
Why does Monday, come before Tuesday
Why do summers start in June
Why do winters come too soon
Why do people fall in love
When they’re always breaking up, oh why
why do I love you tell me why

It’s not like I can explain what’s in my heart
It’s just I feel a crazy pain when we’re apart
I don’t wanna breathe,
I don’t wanna think
I don’t wanna love
I don’t wanna do anything

It’s not like I can describe what’s going on
It’s just I feel I’m not alive
When you’re not home
I don’t wanna sleep,
I don’t wanna be
I just want you here beside me
Without you there’s no me

Why does Monday come before Tuesday
Why do summers start in June
Why do winters come too soon
Why do people fall in love
When they’re always breaking up, oh why
Why do we love if love will die

It’s not like I can escape, what’s in my soul
Cause without you inside my heart
Where can I go
I don’t wanna see, girl you without me
I can’t go through life without you
Without you there’s no me

Why do the rivers flow to the sea
In every flow I get your love over me,babe
Why does my heart miss your kiss
To be in love, to fall in love
Why don’t I feel complete

::Stay  Another Day::
        East 17
stay now…
Chorus:
Baby if you’ve got to go away don’t think I could take the pain,
won’t you stay another day?
Oh don’t leave me alone like this,
don’t you say it’s the final kiss,
won’t you stay another day?
Don’t you know we’ve come too far now,
just to go and try to throw it all away.
Thought I heard you say you love me,
that your love was gonna be here to stay.
I’ve only just begun to know you,
all I can say is won’t you stay just one more day?
**Chorus**
I touch your face while you are sleeping
and hold your hand,
don’t understand what’s going on.
Good times we had return to haunt me,
though it’s for you,
all that I do seems to be wrong.

collaboration daw.. ehehe

September 2nd, 2007 by reixian-artemis

Et_2 collaboration daw. collaboration ng ano? now i understand. i dont have to be a psychic not to see what was coming. collaboration na pala ng hearts & minds. hahaha… maybe its because of my new LSS: Take Me, I’ll Follow by Bobby Caldwell. Theme ng MAC & Me {Mysterious Alien Creature}.. naghasik kasi ng lagim si Wyne. ayan tuloy naging LSS ko. haaaaayyy… that movie kinda has some take-off’s from ET, The Extra-Terrestrial.. "ET phone hooome.. ET phone hooome.."


E.T.: Come…
Elliot: Stay…
E.T.: Ouch.
Elliot: Ouch.
E.T.: I’ll… be… right… here.
Elliot: …bye.

E.T.: Be good.
E.T.: [touching heart, about to leave Elliott forever] Ouuuuch!


2002_e_t_the_extra_terrestrial_010 hehehe. wala lang. i still cant believe. how would you react to something you werent really expecting? you’re sleepy then suddenly you hear those words… "I like you…" ahihihihi. Chadtot… kaya pala…


Elliot: Oh, God!
E.T.: Elliot.
Elliot: What?
E.T.: Elliot! Elliot!
Gertie: I taught him how to talk. He can talk now.
Elliot: Wait. Can you say ‘E.T.’? E.T.?
E.T.: E.T.
Elliot: Aha!
E.T.: E.T.! E.T.! E.T.!


Ettheextraterrestrial_1982 Beeee gooooood.. 


23_1112a10264 Tired of feeling all by myself
Being so different
From everyone else
Somehow you knew
I needed your help
Be my friend forever
I never found
My star in the night
Filling my dream was
Far from my sight
You came along and
I saw the light
We'll be friends forever

CHORUS:
I can't face the
Thought of you leaving
So take me along
I swear I'll be strong
(If/when) you take me
Wherever you go
I wanna learn the things
That you know
Now that you
Made me believe
I want you to take me
'Cause I long to be able
To see the things
That you see
know that whatever you do
I'll follow you

Somebody must have
Sent you to me
What do I have
You could possibly need
All I can give is my guarantee
We'll be friends forever

Repeat chorus

Teach me more in
Each passing hour
By your side
I know I won't cower
Is it true that
You have the power
To capture this moment in time

Take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things
That you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
'Cause I long to be able
To see the things
That you see
Know that
Whatever you do
I'll follow you
(Repeat)

On Dragons and Leprechauns… and other creatures

August 17th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

i wrote a song. it doesnt have a title yet. Chad is going to work on the music. collaboration ito. hehehe… im sure rockista ang sound nito, knowing him, hehehe.  id kinda want it to sound like "Tear" by Red Hot Chili Peppers.

::you may want to check this url:: http://www.retrojunk.com

::Ni bu ai wo ai shui?::

everywhere dou shi ni de lian
ni yi xiao wo bei bao wei
zhe fen ai dao chu dou you bian xian
yi kua jiu bei cui fan gui

everywhere wo dou bu hui bian
yue xiang ni yue duo gan jue
ni bu ai wo
wo wen wen wen ni hai neng ai shui

everywhere dou shi ni de lian
ni yi ku wo xian tian hei
zai wei xian wo ye bu pa wei xian
ba xiao jia zai ni yan qian //ba ai qian dao ni sheng bian

everywhere wo dou bu hui bian
zhe ke xin mei you shang xian
ni bu ai wo
wo wen wen wen ni hai neng ai shui

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SNOW {Hey Oh}::RedHotChiliPeppers::

Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on

When I sit alone come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on

When I lay it on
Come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey oh (now) listen what I say oh

When will I know that i really can’t go
To the well once more time to decide on

When it’s killing me
When will I really see
All that I need to look inside

Come to believe that I better not leave
Before I get my chance to ride

When it’s killing me
What do I really need
All that I need to look inside

Hey oh listen what I say oh
Come back and
Hey oh look at what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go… hey oh whoa

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
And it’s so white as snow

Running through a field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there is nowhere to go

When to descend to amend for a friend
All the channels that have broken down

Now you bring it up
I’m gonna ring it up
Just to hear you sing it out

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe that we rely on

When I lay it on
Come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh listen what I say oh
I got your
Hey oh listen what I say oh

The more I see the less I know
The more I like to let it go… hey oh whoa

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Running through the field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there is nowhere to go

I said hey yeah
Oh yeah
Tell my love now

Hey yeah
Oh yeah
Tell my love now

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Running through the field where all my tracks will
Be concealed and there’s nowhere to go

I said hey oh yeah
Oh yeah
Tell my love now

Hey yeah
Oh yeah

Deathly Hallows: Voldy has gone Moldy

August 5th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

Image BIG SPOILER ALERTImage

yep. that’s book 7 of the Harry Potter series. i’ve read it and yes, its the end of Voldemort. and yes, Harry is the last Horcrux but Voldy Moldy didnt know it. but im kinda disappointed sa epilogue. its sooooooooo… im at a loss for words. i cant describe my disappointment. eheheh Image

Draco Malfoy. of course, why would i forget my Draco. hehe. he didnt turn out bad after all. see?! he’s just misunderstood. i just dont understand though why he named his son Scorpius… hmmmm… it would have been better if he was named Theophilus Thadeus Malfoy. hehehe… just kidding. maybe just Thadeus. Sean Matthew Thadeus Malfoy. ahihihihi. here i am again. i dunno whats the matter again. Image

im supposed to write something about the 7th book. Snape’s dead. and my theories about him were correct. the theory about him being Bumblebee’s man through and through, the theory about him feeling something for Lily Potter, & that he’s a great teacher… remember what Harry told lil Albus in the epilogue?

Deaths: Mad-eye Moody, Dobby, Lupin & Tonks, and Fred (awwww… play sad music here). i actually cried when Dobby died. hehehe. that part where Harry buried him. sooo drama, azzin. can we just skip this nalang? Image

Luna Lovegood. Neville Longbottom. and the rest of the DA… i cannot end this paragraph. my phone’s beeping. my YM’s buzzing again, and my pc’s speakers not working. arrrggggggggghhhh!!! this calls for - uh- superman? hahahah. why is it that whenever im working, there are a lot of distractions? and whenever im not doing anything, THESE people dont even bother to text & say hi!!!!!!

okay. i’ll skip the whole Harry Potter thing. i’ve been to the new wing in Ayala Center Cebu. there are a lot of new "cute" stores. but im not sure if they have Team Manila, though. sayang…
Artemis Fowl & The Lost Colony. you gotta read this. Artemis has twin brothers na… ang kyut. tapos dead na talaga si COmmander Julius Root. bad pixie… buti nalang wala si Opal Koboi dito sa book na to or else i’ll make a really wicked ending for her.

the master of thinking isnt thinking again. hahaha. read this: "I am the master of thinking. fast or slow" - Artemis Fowl III Image

here i am again with THE Smiley, my signature smiley= Image. ahahahaha!!! i just love this lil guy. i’ll cal him Jiggy Jr. hahahah

Image name: Jiggy Jr

aguy… the Master of thinking isn’t thinking again. ka bad gud. hahaha. kapoy think oi. maypa sulti dayon para wala hassle… diba?

Morsmordre!!! and a huge green snake lights up the skies… Voldy who has gone moldy appears… but only a ghost. awwwww… Image

and yeah. dja remember 4 Brothers? that movie where Garrett Hedlund a.k.a Murtagh in Eragon played as Jack Mercer? wala lang. im proud to say that i am a Mercer. waaaaaaaaaahh!!!

i live in Malfoy Manor in England & in Fowl Manor in Ireland. nice noh? hihihi Image

talk about mental. my brain is down the drain… with all the muck & the eeky stuff Buckbeak…ehehe Witherwings ate for dinner. but he didnt eat my brain ha… its just down there with the leftovers. hahahah…

i practically slept around 6AM kanina. weird. coz i really didnt do anything productive. after i finished the character sketches, i went on telebabad mode. ahihihihi… went somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight, then pag sikat ng araw natulog na. Image

oh yeah. if you wanna read nonsense & all that raving & ranting? just visit my "haven": http://purebloodsandmudpeople.blogspot.com 

"Stay back, human. You don’t know what you’re dealing with…"

I’d give you everything, anything
If you’d be mine
I’d give the stars above, an’ all my love
How can you be so blind, so blind
I’m going out of my mind
All the time for you, yes it’s true

If you only knew that I’m crazy for you
Then you’d understand
If I only knew what you’re going through
Then I’d understand

Now I know that I have no chance
Oh, to make you mine
But if I owned the world, would you be my guy
How can you be so blind, so blind
I’m going out of my mind
All the time for you, yes it’s true

If you only knew that I’m crazy for you
Then you’d understand
If I only knew what you’re going through
Then I’d understand

How can you be so blind, so blind
I’m going out of my mind all the time for you
Yes it’s true…

If you only knew that I’m crazy for you
Then you’d understand
If I only knew what you’re going through
Then I’d understand
—you know who you are—

Gitara

August 4th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

Greendrg the title  has got nothing to do with the content. its just that im listening to Parokya right now. and Gitara is the song playing. but I think that this song kinda describes me these days. hehehe

weird. i had dream last night wherein that Transformer GMC Ironhide fetched me from home. we were supposed to go trekking "daw". im not really sure why i had that dream.

im here again, writing. i am just feeling soooooo down the drain that i just had to let this all out. im listening to Los Lonely Boys, Sade, Bow Wow & Avril Lavigne. i feel ANGST again…*sigh*  i feel like how Dumbledore felt like after he learned he was already dying (after he put on Marvolo Gaunt’s ring). useless.

im ranting again. i dont  have anything to rave anyway. if i had something to rave, i wouldnt be this angsty. lemme quote Avril "Sometimes I get so weird. I even freak myself out. I laugh myself to sleep. It’s my lullaby. Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger. I wanna scream. It makes me feel alive."

i remember this song, too. it reminds me of Pangeet. hehehe:

*My Happy Ending*

Let’s talk this over
It’s not like we’re dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don’t leave me hangin’
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (Breakable thread)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say (I know what they say)
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus:]

It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

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and the song WHY. haaaaaay…i get so weak in the knees i can hardly speak, i lose all control, then something takes over me, in a daze…your love’s so amazing. It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me.By my side, I swallow my pride. Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet. Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak *heeheehee*.

now,i just remembered highschool. Ace of Base, SWV,BSB (hehehe). my mind is really down the drain. daghan pa jud samok… GRRRRRRRR…. both my phone’s are ringing, my YM is being buzzed, im also checking out a new video, im thinking of uploading new pics, and finishing this blog. not tomention Jiggy asking me if i already uploaded his character sketch. hehehe. im pressured by people who dont even pay me for these services.hehe =D

…i saw the sign (the ankh)
I got a new life
You would hardly recognize me
I’m so glad
How can a person like me care for you?
Why do I bother
When you’re not the one for me?
Oo-oo oo oo-oo
Is enough, enough?

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
Life is demanding without understanding
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
No-one’s gonna drag you up
To get into the light where you belong
But where do you belong?

Under the pale moon
For so many years, I’ve wondered
Who you are
How could a person like you bring me joy?
Under the pale moon
Where I see a lot of stars
Oo-oo oo oo-oo
Is enough, enough?

I saw the sign and it opened up my mind
And I am happy now livin’ without you
I’ve left you
Oh, oh, oh-oh

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY… i’ll never forget those days. hahahaha. why is it that you will never forget highscool. especially your barkada (circle of friends)& your escapades? hmmmm…*evil grin*

shadows grow so long before my eyes…in the island of the Caribbean after you left me there feeling so blue. naks! even after the moon appeared to shine& light the skies with the help of some fireflies. since I haven’t got you.
you left in my paradise alone ,and one more sunset to face on my own. I drawn my sorrows in the garden of despair… trying to wash away the memories of you there. I walk the beaches and l tell it to the moon…but whatever i do, i cant do anything anymore,since you stole my heart away… awwww!!! sooo mushy. wahahaha.

sabay ang tugtog ng gitara… idadaan nalang sa gitara…

it  gave me the strength to move on…  =D

WEIRD

July 24th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

like the song from hanson…
"isn’t it weird, isn’t it strange
even though we’re just 2 strangers in this runaway train
we’re both trying to find, a place in the sun
we’ve lived in the shadows, but doesn’t everyone
isn’t strangehow we all feel a little bit weird… sometimes"

i feel weird todayi’m waiting for a miracle
if you all know what i mean.

still staring into space. immovable by anything. or no one…
living in the shadows of feelings unexplained.feeling weird…

dying… of weirdness heeheehee
exaggerating in timeharharhar!!!what my brain can think of…well…this is what happens when i live in loneliness dramaanyway, i’m drowning… without waterharharhar

weird

i’ve got nothing to do and say… nothing on my mind"

strong magic…
dragons breathing,smoke and flames
little men with funny names
princesses with hearts of ice,
elves and leprechauns with no spice
the world was younger and more gay,
when magic happened everyday"
i remember the old days
heeheehee

part of CYD … and me

July 23rd, 2007 by reixian-artemis

Yes…at last… the smell of freedom…

     Freedom from what? From thinking about it. It? What’s "it?" Well… "it" is still bugging my brain. So…it’s not really freedom…sorry for letting you believe otherwise.

     I’m thinkin this has something to do with you-know-who with you-know-what. If you’re thinking it has something to do with Harry Potter, think again…This might sound like Harry to you,but…sorry. You’re wrong. This has nothing to do with the boy who lived. This is about me. Cyd. Yeah, me.

     Going back to "it"… It is still bugging my brain. Which reminds me of bugs. Yeah, a lot of them in our backyard. Not our house, though. The TreeDwellers’ hideout’s backyard. Trees have backyards, too, you know.

     How do you take something out of your brain literally? It is actually letting my brain stop working. All day i’m thinking about it. I don’t even know how it got into my system. Do you understand why this happens sometimes?

     It’s all so sudden. I didn’t even know it was coming. Coming to get me…hahahaha…Well, I should say that. It has got me. Now I can’t seem to get it out my brain..or my system.

     It’s so difficult to face challenges when there’s something else bugging you…right?

     Now, why do we call it bugging anyway? Why not call it something else. Some bugs are okay…Right? It’s kinda stereotyping bugs like we stereotype people.

     Now, why do we stereotype people anyway? Is it because we are afraid we are alone in this world? I mean, being the "only" one is cool. Why do we label people this and that even if we don’t really know the real him or her? Is it because we see ourselves in them?

     Hmmm…I’m quite irritated with "it" already. Imagine, having to think about it every second of your breathing life…(as if there is such a thing as a non-breathing life)… or whatever it is you call it.

     Sometimes, I do feel that this has happened for a reason. A few times i have seen the purpose of "it" being in my system. And I can tell you it’s pretty much exciting and interesting. Here, i smile at myself and say "Too good to be true, Cyd. Too good to be true."

    Makes you wonder what "it" is about, too, right? Here’s what I can tell you…It is something your brain can take even if it makes yur head go dizzy, crazy, and let’s your stomach turn sommersaults.

   So, i’m not really in a hurry to take it out of my system. Not just yet. But, I would want "it" to be let out and see what happens. You know, take the risk. Not just now, though. I’ll keep "it" to myself, first…

ANGST

April 14th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

all i know is that, it’s a German word describing one’s extreme feeling. i feel angsty right now. Aaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhh…

it’s all about Jiggy. why? whats with that? Nothing. yeah. it’s nothing.

A= angry

N= not in the mood

G= grumpy

S= serpentine mood

T= tired

… why?!?! tell me why?!?! …

Obsolete Dingbat

April 10th, 2007 by reixian-artemis

i wonder if you know where i got my title? if you are a Harry Potter fan, then you’ll know. but what im going to write about has got nothing to do with Dumbledore, or him being an obsolete dingbat. i guess im referring to myself and a few. hehehe.

i just remember Rita Skeeter. hahaha. and something about Dumbledore being a centaur? a tail sticking out from his behind, 4 hooves & a rather big butt… that for an old man Bumblebee. "big-butt Dumbledore". i can just hear Peeves humming that in the hallways. hahahaha.

Jiggy. need i say more? *wink* *wink* Basta. Jiggy. Gettin Jiggy wit it…

oooh, baby i love your way, everyday, yeaahh. i wanna tell you i love your way, everyday, yeaaahh… i wanna be with you night & day…

i’ve been out of civilization for a very looooooooooong time. i’ve been out of coverage area & my brain was unattended. hihihihi. i miss blogging. i just hope i have lots to say. but- nah. im disappointed [insert sad face here]

"babbling, bumbling, band of babboons"… now who do you think said that?

Obsolete Dingbat. i know who is. not Bumblebee. someone from my new school Durmstrang. the Headmaster. Igor Karkaroff. hahahah. gets? *wink*

i am also an obsolete dingbat, having a pentium 1 -just upgrading to pentium 2- brain. hahahaha… and i just cant take ”monster” off my brain. Grrrrr… bad monster.

i gotta go. im hungry. almost 24hrs of no food… i… need… food… now… [insert moving pic here of starving, crawling, obsolete dingbat] hahahah

all of my life…. maybe its you, ive been waiting for. yeah. maybe its YOU